Bitte nenne mich bei meinen wahren Namen

Sage nicht, daß ich morgen fortgehe -
denn ich komme doch heute gerade erst an.

Betrachte es ganz tief: Jede Sekunde komme ich an –
sei es als Knospe an einem Frühlingszweig
oder als winziger Vogel mit noch zarten Flügeln,
der im neuen Nest erst singen lernt;
ich komme als Raupe im Herzen der Blume
oder als ein Juwel, verborgen im Stein.

Ich komme stets gerade erst an, um zu lachen und zu weinen,
mich zu fürchten und zu hoffen.
Der Schlag meines Herzens ist Geburt und Tod
von allem, was lebt.

Ich bin die Eintagsfliege, die an der Wasseroberfläche
des Flusses schlüpft.
Und ich bin auch der Vogel,
der herabstürzt, um sie zu schnappen.

Ich bin der Frosch, der vergnüglich
im klaren Wasser eines Teiches schwimmt.
Und ich bin die Ringelnatter, die in der Stille
den Frosch verspeist.

Ich bin das Kind aus Uganda, nur Haut und Knochen,
mit Beinchen so dünn wie Bambusstöcke;
und ich bin der Waffenhändler,
der todbringende Waffen
nach Uganda verkauft.

Ich bin das zwölfjährige Mädchen,
Flüchtling in einem kleinen Boot,
das von Piraten vergewaltigt wurde
und nur noch den Tod im Ozean sucht;
und ich bin auch der Pirat -
mein Herz ist noch nicht fähig, zu erkennen und zu lieben.

Ich bin ein Mitglied des Politbüros
mit reichlich Macht in meinen Händen;
und ich bin der Mann, der seine »Blutschuld«
an sein Volk zu zahlen hat
und langsam in einem Arbeitslager stirbt.

Meine Freude ist wie der Frühling, so warm,
daß sie Blumen auf der ganzen Erde erblühen läßt.
Mein Schmerz ist wie ein Tränenstrom, so mächtig,
daß er alle vier Meere auffüllt.

Bitte nenne mich bei meinen wahren Namen,
damit ich all mein Weinen und Lachen
zugleich hören kann,
damit ich sehe,
daß meine Freude und mein Schmerz eins sind.

Bitte nenne mich bei meinen wahren Namen,
damit ich erwache,
damit das Tor meines Herzens
von nun an offensteht –
das Tor des Mitgefühls.

Thich Nhat Hanh

After the Vietnam War, many people wrote to us in Plum Village. We received hundreds of letters each week from the refugee camps in Singapore, Malaysia, Indonesia, Thailand, and the Philippines, hundreds each week. It was very painful to read them, but we had to be in contact. We tried our best to help, but the suffering was enormous, and sometimes we were discouraged. It is said that half the boat people fleeing Vietnam died in the ocean; only half arrived at the shores of Southeast Asia.
There are many young girls, boat people, who were raped by sea pirates. Even though the United Nations and many countries tried to help the government of Thailand prevent that kind of piracy, sea pirates continued to inflict much suffering on the refugees. One day, we received a letter telling us about a young girl on a small boat who was raped by a Thai pirate.
She was only twelve, and she jumped into the ocean and drowned herself.
When you first learn of something like that, you get angry at the pirate. You naturally take the side of the girl. As you look more deeply you will see it differently. If you take the side of the little girl, then it is easy. You only have to take a gun and shoot the pirate. But we can't do that. In my meditation, I saw that if I had been born in the village of the pirate and raised in the same conditions as he was, I would now be the pirate. There is a great likelihood that I would become a pirate. I can't condemn myself so easily. In my meditation, I saw that many babies are born along the Gulf of Siam, hundreds every day, and if we educators, social workers, politicians, and others do not do something about the situation, in twenty-five years a number of them will become sea pirates. That is certain. If you or I were born today in those fishing villages, we might become sea pirates in twenty-five years. If you take a gun and shoot the pirate, you shoot all of us, because all of us are to some extent responsible for this state of affairs.
After a long meditation, I wrote this poem. In it, there are three people: the twelve-year-old girl, the pirate, and me. Can we look at each other and recognize ourselves in each other? The title of the poem is "Please Call Me by My True Names," because I have so many names. When I hear one of these names, I have to say, "Yes."

Please Call Me by My True Names

Do not say that I'll depart tomorrow—
even today I am still arriving.

Look deeply: every second I am arriving
to be a bud on a Spring branch,
to be a tiny bird, with still-fragile wings,
learning to sing in my new nest,
to be a caterpillar in the heart of a flower,
to be a jewel hiding itself in a stone.

I still arrive, in order to laugh and to cry,
to fear and to hope,
the rhythm of my heart is the birth and death
of all that are alive.

I am the mayfly metamorphosing
on the surface of the river,
and I am the bird which, when Spring comes,
arrives in time to eat the mayfly.

I am the frog swimming happily
in the clear water of a pond,
and I am the grass-snake
that silently feeds itself on the frog.

I am the child in Uganda, all skin and bones,
my legs as thin as bamboo sticks.
And I am the arms merchant,
selling deadly weapons to Uganda.

I am the twelve-year-old girl,
refugee on a small boat,
who throws herself into the ocean
after being raped by a sea pirate.
And I am the pirate,
my heart not yet capable
of seeing and loving.

I am a member of the politburo,
with plenty of power in my hands.
And I am the man who has to pay his
"debt of blood" to my people
dying slowly in a forced labor camp.

My joy is like Spring, so warm
it makes flowers bloom all over the Earth.
My pain is like a river of tears,
so vast it fills the four oceans.

Please call me by my true names,
so I can hear all my cries and laughter at once,
so I can see that my joy and pain are one.

Please call me by my true names,
so I can wake up
and so the door of my heart can be left open,
the door of compassion.

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